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martes, 11 de enero de 2022

My last letter 2 u

 It's kinda hard for me to write this. I honestly don't expect you to read this and i prefer it that way. But i need to get it out of my system once and for all. You are special. Like, really, really special and i already told you that, so there's nothing new, right? Well... there IS something.

I've felt something since the last couple of months, but due to the circumstances i was never able to tell you. When i wanted to, it was too late. In that process i tried to convince myself that nothing was going on, that i was okay and could go on with this, but maybe i lied to myself and it was a well rehearsed lie because i believed it for the longest time. I thought i got over it, but the truth is... i didn't.

It's very hard for me to write this, but i just wanna say that i love you, more than you ever thought of. All it took was a breaking point for me to write this. But let me tell you something; i would still love you for who you are, because the fact that i liked you does not take anything away from you as the great woman you are and trust me, everything i said about you is true, i have great faith in you as a person and as an artist and i think you can really blow it up if you try. Unfortunately, the only way to forget that i like someone is to completely stay away from her. Even if that means leaving certain things. It's unfortunate but that's how it is and if that happens i want you to know that i'd still miss you and would have nothing but good memories.